"Am I going to school/work, what if not?""Am I gonna get up and start my day or just be lazy all day?""What am I gonna have for breakfast?""What should I wear?"
"You will always have second thoughts, Aynah...", she quoted.
What IF, I never went addicted to alcohols and gimiks?What IF, I never let go of him? Will I get to love Gerard?What IF, I control my temper? Can we have better understanding and mend our differences?What IF, I'm on his shoes? Do I feel same shame he felt over?What IF, I just listen first?What IF, I did not get pregnant? And instead have this dream life and career."What if, we do it the other way around?""Are we gonna end up differently and better?"